everyone needs a little help now and then
OK.
that's me for the moment. Needing some friends. Just moved here to move in with a guy, things didn't work out, I don't want to keep hoping for that or to keep interacting in a toxic way or to keep attached to something better left behind. I don't want to wait for that return (he said, " me anytime", but when I did he didn't answer or return). He was sad when I left and said he was going to miss me, I don't want to remember that and forget about all the lack of respect that will not disappear just because I miss him. I don't want to live on crumbs, so I have to ditch the whole thing. Meanwhile, I don't know anyone here, where is my support network? Transplanted, uprooted, I suffer here from anxiety and loneliness - though at heart I am a positive and energitic chick, I'm just in a kinda weird place now.
I like to exercise, work out, bicycle, walk, talk, camp, hike, ski (snow ski, yes) learn new things, talk philosophy, get taught things about math and science, help people out, play with children and infants, bake healthy pastries (no sugar), listen to music, play music, go out swing dancing or any other kind of dancing.
Much love,
E