Hot swingers looking casual encounter

somewhat specific search, are you a widow? m4w First, I understand the endpoint of what I seek would not be considered by most to be strictly platonic but short of having a category between this one and long term, I chose to drop it here.
I am slowly recovering from a jolt received at end of last year and am seeking a nice, kind, at least semi-attractive, white, but lonely woman in her 50s or 60s to get to know and maybe meet a few needs.
In particular, I would like it if she was widowed and not necessarily looking for a husband but companionship on both an intellectual and physical level, ideally she has not been with a man or maybe has had very little experience with anyone than her late husband and wishes to explore intimacy with a safe, kind, gentleman.
Please ask whatever questions you wish and hopefully we can build a connection and fill a void or two in our lives.
Thank you